忧郁

九月一

忧郁像毒品

染上忧郁的人, 明知忧郁不好, 但却很难步出弥狸

是在享受忧郁吧?

忧郁的人, 听什么歌, 看什么戏, 读什么作品, 写什么文章, 都特别有感觉...

当你说, 你开心不起来, 是真的开心不起来吗?
当你说, 你忘记不了, 是真的忘记不了吗?
还是...你也在享受忧郁?

我看见他隐藏的忧郁了; 而我, 心疼, 也跟着忧郁起来...

The Chipmunk Song (Christmas Don't Be Late)

My christmas was spent in Cinema, for this movie, Alvin & the Chipmunks. Only at the end of the movie, I realized that this song is a legacy, from David Seville 1958. It fascinates me. Alvin is just too adorable that he wanted Hula-Hoop for so so long.

:)

Christmas, Christmas time is near,

Time for toys and time for cheer.

We've been good, but we can't last,

Hurry Christmas, Hurry fast.

Want a plane that loops the loop,

(Alvin:) Me, I want a Hula-Hoop.

We can hardly stand the wait,

Please Christmas don't be late

Want a plane that loops the loop,

(Alvin:)I still want a Hula-Hoop.

We can hardly stand the wait,

Please Christmas don't be late.

We can hardly stand the wait,

Please Christmas don't be late.

(Alvin:) Me, I want a Hula-Hoop.

Christmas Eve

Today no longer hustle and jostle, as there were only few people on the road. Along my train to work, almost 70% of the passangers were with an extra little bag, a little bag with gift... there were smile on their face...

Today is the day of anticipation, the day to spend along with loves one.

Though it won't snow here, the ambiance, decoration and people, are enough to feel the warmth, to feel the peace, to feel the silent night... People are looking forward to the joy after work. Their face proclaim a lots.

I enjoyed the peace... and that I've made myself vacant today. Nevertheless, I did carry a gift. A gift that will only have owner if I met him tonight.

......

It was about to off by then... Received no message from him, declined to have celebration with friends, as well as declined to be at church with brother, I was on my way to home alone and enjoyed the silent silent night.


"yeee... why are you here? you are supposed to go out and have others fascinated..hahahaha..." said he, via MSN....

=.=

*Merry Christmas*

名牌

大家都喜欢名牌...原因可以有很多. 品质好啦, 款式美啦, 特别啦, 等等...等等

但也是因为其价格高昂, 人们会因别人身上的名牌来断定此人是否有钱.

我一向来不会特别注意别人身上的名牌, 又或者别人身上是否有名牌, 又或者自己有没有披着名牌出门...

有一次, 当自己听身边的朋人剖析别人身上的名牌时, 心里寒了一下...原来名牌对这社会来说, 似乎是不能或却的东西. 你没有? 别人可将你看成跟不上潮流的人, 抑或是背景不好的人.

故事不是到此结束噢...名牌在男女之间似乎又有另一种关系. 名牌在女生的身上, 扮演着标签的角色. 你要是背景不好, 敢 "买" 满身贯穿名牌的女生? 你要是想嫁有钱人, 身上能没有一件名牌吗? 我耳际响起了一位男士对我说的话: 这是一种投支啊~

=.=

这是什么男女关系嘛?! 为什么就不能单纯一点...
我有的, 是看不见的名牌, 一个不是有钱就买得到的名牌.


最近, 他都问我, 有没有在 mango 买过衣服呀, zara 啦, channel 啦 prada 啦...
为什么?

一人一半

:)

---------------------------------- 20 Dec 2007

安排

冥冥中真的自有安排吗?

当自己工作上怨世嫉俗时, 让我碰见了许多的状况, 让自己能体会多方面的感受而不再怨恨了...

就因为不再怨恨, 心情沉淀了下来... 而, 这时候刚好传来自己不服的他, 升职的消息, 即便如此, 因为平静了下来, 以至不会有太大的反抗, 不会难受了...幸亏

几天后, 很久之前应征的公司传邮件来, 邀第二次的面试. 成数有九十巴仙吧!?

心理挣扎了许久... 我是心软的人, 以前怨世嫉俗, 所以一直找新的工作, 如今沉淀了情绪, 再加上看见长者们太劳碌, 又不忍抛下就离开了...

说巧不巧, 一天后, 不服的他, 仗着他的权势, 目空一切, 肯定了我离开的决心...

...

我总觉得一切很巧... 这一连串的机遇, 如此的顺序, 让自己能不带怨恨的离开公司, 不是吗?
哪怕是, 新公司先录取我, 我岂非是带着怨恨暴躁的情绪离开;
又或者, 先升他职, 我的怨恨不更大吗?

:)

加油吧...

<<小情歌>>

总是在我伤心忧郁委屈时, 凑巧的收到他寄来的歌...

在公司里, 我又碰见了委屈...快淹没我了...觉得身边都没有人可以依靠, 也没门可以投诉, 很不坚强的躲在厕所里哭了...

等到自己镇静了过后回到自己的位置, 受到了完全不知情, 也许久没有寄邮件来的他的邮件. 没说什么, 只有附件, 是一首歌...


你知道
就算大雨讓這座城市顛倒
我會給你懷抱
受不了 看見你背影來到
寫下我 度秒如年難挨的離騷
就算整個世界被寂寞綁票
我也不會奔跑逃不了
最後誰也都蒼老
寫下我 時間和琴聲交錯的城堡
da da da da...


我又哭了

【小情歌】　主唱 : 蘇打綠 sodagreen作詞：青峰 作曲：青峰