Saturday, November 15, 2008

<<犬と私の10の约束>>

"你有你的工作, 你的娱乐, 你的朋友. 我只有你"
这句话, 承诺中的第八条, 不停的在脑海里荡漾...

今天为了看这部戏, 特地早起, 到戏院去. 或许太早了, 电影院里看这部戏的人不多. 也因如此, 可以很舒服的观赏.

很平静的拍摄手法, 非悲惨的故事编辑, 却不知哪来的力量, 一开使不久便因为主角妈妈的从容而流下眼泪. 而陆续的, 情不自禁的哭. 好想放声大哭, 却怕丢人而努力的压抑着.

十条承诺, 不单只给主角, 我想现实生活中, 如果你不能对自己的狗许下如此的承诺, 也就别学人养狗.最后只会落得伤害它的下场.不是吗?

戏的最后...现场的观众都变成泪人了...而我, 也续<<生日快乐>>之后, 第二次连到了戏院外仍哭个不停...

Saturday, November 8, 2008

<< The Green Mile >>

正当大家往着007朝向戏院, 我选择了在家看一部想看了很久的戏-- The Green Mile.

对我来说, 这部戏很不错. 虽然没什么刺激的武打场面, 却有着耐人深思的故事情节.

看到了狱里警察们的人性, 成熟的处事态度. 当发生状况时的冷静处理方试值得学习.

但故事是悲哀的. 无辜的好人终究没有办法摆脱俗人的眼光. 是他的外表让别人对他有偏见而不进一步调查吗? 好难过, 当乡民找到他时, 他只是抚着两个受害了的小女孩的头, 痛哭的嚷着: I can't help it, I just want to take it back, but is too late.. 愚蠢的人们啊, 他不过是想把她们救回来而已.

但大家却把他当成了凶手...
披着健硕的外表, 但心地里, 他比任何人都纯真. 当他们把他带出狱,以救另一个人时, 看见天上的星星, 他开心的笑了起来. 踏上了草地, 兴奋的拿起草地上的草来闻.这大块头, 心是多么的幼小啊! 怎么可能是无人性的狂徒?!

虽然如此, 他并没有害怕死亡. 依然地, 走向电椅. 只是, 害怕黑暗的他, 坚持不让警员们蒙着头.

先场的证人, 无一不憎恨无辜的他, 可警员们都在流泪了! 他们亲手把无辜且救过人的他..送往黑门...

临刑的最后一句话, 他说了: I am sorry, for what I am...
是多么的心酸啊~



而最后, 故事的主角, 相信可能因自己亲手送走了背着上天使命的大块头...而老老不能死去..非得不亲眼看着身边的亲人,一个个离开自己...

Monday, October 6, 2008

Last ache

Today...
finally took the courage to stop the relationship which ache over the past three years.

Without sadness without relief without any tangle.

The relationship is just too vague that you can tell the existence.

Wonder..what keep me holding it for so long...

Maybe is me, who thought he will still care, like erstwhile.

But...time proved it wrong.

:)

cheers.. everthing is over now...

Friday, June 20, 2008

Kungfu Panda



I know, for him I might be an insane lady for continuing laughing heartily whenever the scene was funny. However, it didn't bother me at all for that I still be myself eventhough he kept turning his head back to see who I am. I was not losing anyway but he who missed the funny part of the movie, who cares?

And maybe... for others this movie is lack of any special story line, and everything is just too common, but for me, it drives me to think deeper, spurs me to work something out for myself... the movie is all about a word, BELIEVE.

It recalls me of what I read from a book. The contents of a chapter is all about about believe. We are what we believe we are. This might seems ridiculous to most people out there but him. He went throught all the diversities and he really make it to the last.

I comprehent what the message delivered by the movie.



It is time... to believe in myself

Saturday, June 14, 2008

Grow up

I thought, I won't shed a tear but somehow I burst into crying eventually when I left.

Unlike any others of my ex-colleague, in stead of leaving sharp after office hour, I had to stay back for some tasks hand over matter and eventually, my best friends and I was the last one to leave the office.

Before leaving, I managed to hide my anguish while I'm tidying and throwing some documents of mine in office which has been accumulated since approximately 3 years ago. All the merry and tears appears in my mind..

This day, leaving, was not anticapted. Not by my colleague and not even by myself because here is consider my another home. They all treated me like sisters. I've striven to be strong to leave my comfort zone to venture in other place.

Simply because I want to grow up!

Stepped out of the office, descending escalator, accepting wishes from my friends and watch them walking away from their back...I burst into crying...

I know, I missed them dearly!

Saturday, May 24, 2008

传说中的友情

离开公司的日子近了
最近面对着友情的挑战

近来或许不知不觉的她, 起了不少改变
或许快离开的我, 对她来说以没什么价值吧
对我们的友情已不须像昔日般的呵护了
开始, 对另一个她阿谀奉承了

都看在眼里的
都感受到了
心好疼...
原来逃不过
人和人之间 商业化的友情

明白自己是对自己要求高 对别人要求也高的水瓶座
所以不停的告诉自己 对方没有必要跟自己一样
死守着一段没利益的友情
很努力的容忍 不向开始走远的她生气
提醒自己 人和人之间 要求的只是和平相处吧?

似乎开始被说服了
友情的纯真 与年龄成反比
开始不再期望
她不是传说中主张: 朋友是拿来利用的人



Saturday, May 17, 2008

因为喜欢他

有没有试过

很努力地 保养自己一向不在乎的皮肤
蓄着他喜欢的发型
把挂满长裤的衣柜 渐渐的挂上花花裙子
努力的消瘦对别人来说已是很瘦了的身型
渐渐地开始学着吃一些平时不爱吃的东西
放弃了自己爱吃的零食
学习如何泡他爱喝的咖啡
不知不觉的把他的生活习惯 变成了自己的习惯
开始很努力的充实自己
控制着他不喜欢的孩子气
改掉自己的坏习惯
只因为喜欢他

但, 有一天他离开了

你是不是像脱了壳的虾 无力抵挡外来的一切
像断了触觉的蚂蚁 没有了方向
像哑了的蝙蝠 只能盲头乱飞
像没了灵魂的躯体 行尸走肉地过着每一天

亲爱的
加油吧...